Thursday, August 18, 2011

Amy Winehouse !!!

It was certainly a massive shock when I read on Twitter that Amy had just died. In fact, I was so much in shock that I could not quite explain exactly what I had just read because it came as a massive surprise to me. How could such a talented young singer die just like that? Only God can tell the brilliant future that was awaiting her due to her talent and genius. On the other hand, I also thought and asked: was there such a future or was the future just a continuous prolongation of pain and suffering? We all know that Amy had a history of drugs and alcohol and of course, there are certain prices to be paid I guess ...

Having said that, I have to admit that I was shocked out of my skin. Still, such events make you wonder. They make you wonder about life and death, meaning, purpose and all the rest of it. What is the purpose of life? Is life's purpose not to have a purpose as many seem to be believing these days? Should life be lived one day at a time and just go with the flow? I'm not sure that we are designed for that. I mean, yes one has to let go off the future and the past to a certain extent but not ignored completely. We can learn from the past but it is one thing learning from it and quite another living in it. Some people swing from past to future ignoring the present altogether. That is wrong !!! The present is the only reality there is. What was is no more. What will be is still not here yet ..... so we need to live in the present all the time. I feel that this is the only time when we are true to ourselves and really experience Being in its fullest sense.

One might ask: what does this have to do with Amy Winehouse? Well, I'm sure that it does because for some reason or other someone who decides to commit suicide just does not want to linger and wait for the future to shape up. For some reason or other, the future looks so unbearable that the suicide believes that they are better off without it. We are in no position to judge but of course we have every right to say: what a waste !!! What a tragedy !!! And ultimately it is. But there should be no judgement in that voice. After all, only God knows why one feels that they cannnot face their future. Just because we are not in that situation does not mean that the decision the suicide had taken is wrong. I believe that people do not kill themselves for the sake of it .......... as I said earlier, it is indeed a shame but only because I'm projecting my values onto them, for them going on would be a shame ....

Yes, the world has lost a talented young lady ..... but I believe that Amy Winehouse was experiencing hell and she decided that it was enough .......... we all need a break after all !!! Let us all learn from her story though short. Let us all learn something from it and help us live a better and more present present !!!

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Star: The Star That Has Just Died !!!!

I just cannot believe that this beauty has actually just died. Not sure if it is something right or wrong because this poor creature has been through alot in her short and unfortunate life. The deep sadness that I feel every time I look at her picture just punctures my heart and at the same time fills it with inexpressible anger. The unanswerable questions still lingers in my head ... Why?

Of course, no one deserves to be treated like this and of course there are other horrible things that shape up around us everyday but I find that cruelty towards animals is actually worse. Don't get me wrong, I am in no way saying that mistreating humans is not wrong, but to do such things to an innocent animal for no reason at all because there simply can never be a reason is unforgiveable and the 'creature' behind this (can't call him neither animal nor human) should suffer for the rest of his sad and evil life. This is pure evil, nothing more nothing less !!!

Sometimes we hear of cases where one human kills the other and so on and so forth. Of course, these are sad situations and I wish that such events never happened but most of the time there is only a reason (no matter how twisted and sick it can be) which can for some reason or other justify the wrong action. Justify in the sense that one offends the other, hurts, bruised and so on ........... and of course, as we are hot-blooded animals we instinctively seek to take revenge. As I said, it is wrong to kill ALWAYS but one can see where the action is coming from. But in the case of animals, particularly in Star's case, what evil intentional action could she have carried out? Why shoot her and then bury her alive? Why all this deliberate torture? Why?

This is unforgiveable and I'm sure that the person responsible will be eventually caught and fingers crossed will be made to experience torture because to cause torture to others needs to be experienced by the offender himself. It has to take the soul of an evil 'creature' to consciously and deliberately commit such an act. How can this 'creature' sleep at night? Carry on with his life as if he had done nothing wrong? My gosh, who can this 'creature' be? Because let's face it ................ can you imagine him being hurt/offended by some other human being? Can you imagine what he can actually do in that situation? We need to be protected from such breathing evil threats !!! Does he have a wife? Does he have children? Are there lives in danger? We need to open our eyes and ears and start looking for this 'creature'.

There is another thing which I cannot figure out as yet. Star is not a stray so she must have belonged to someone obviously. Is it possible that no one knows who she used to belong to? Or is this 'creature' so vile and evil that everyone is afraid to point him out and expose him .......... this is indeed a worrying situation.

Precious Star, I'm so sorry that you had to suffer such cruely and that your life had to be terminated at such a young age but for some reason or other you were not destined to beautiful things. The only thing which consoles me is the fact that at least I know that you died surrouned by people who love you together with an entire nation crazy about you !!!! This is already a JUSTIFICATION Star. Forgive us !!! Forgive those who are not giving information in order to find out who did this thing and prevent further similar atrocious actions. Now you are rested and I have no doubt you are in Paradise as well. I mean if you are not in Paradise then who the hell should be there ........... ?????

Always in our hearts Star